Come on Baby, make it hurt so good

:D

Sun, 29 Apr 2007 19:19:47 GMT

I'm excited for summer...and Florida in 9 days!

I need a new job because mine is just not working for me anymore since they basically told me that if I go on vacation with my family, they don't know if my position will be filled or not when I get back.
Isn't that like sooo super nice?!
But I'm looking into some office jobs where briefcases and french twists are a must, along with a fat paycheck at the end of the pay period. That would be so ideal.
I'll miss my babies, but I can't stay there forever with the way they talk to me sometimes.

ON A GOOD NOTE:

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I've decided that everything is so much easier when you don't let every aspect of the tiniest problem take over your life, when you don't over-analyze every word, and when you stop taking things so personally.

My mom always tells me to just have fun and not to take things so seriously, and really...once you start doing that, it can make you feel so much better about anything

I don't know, I just feel good :D

.................

Mon, 19 Mar 2007 03:24:32 GMT

if you don't talk about it with anyone
you won't get attached
you won't think about it a lot
you won't think much of it
you won't get disappointed

ok, i can do that

i do that already

lmaoo

Thu, 08 Feb 2007 15:05:22 GMT

Haha..

I miss my "Driving with Joia" community!!

:(

don't even pay attention to this!

Tue, 02 Jan 2007 16:29:20 GMT

</td></tr></table></td></tr></table>

<td> <table align="center" border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" width="100%">

</td> </tr><tr align="right" valign="center"><td colspan="4" bgcolor="ffffff">
</td></tr></table>

Crazy for you, Baby

Mon, 11 Dec 2006 05:51:11 GMT

I love my new icon
If anyone can tell me where it is from, I'll praise you 8)

Uhh anyway, State was most excellent this weekend.
I love Laurie and everyone that I met/ reunited with..

Bad time coming home, for more than one reason

It's hard leaving someone when you don't really know next time you're going to see them.
As Christian said, it's a little teaser.
And that's just enough to drive me wild...

I am extremely tired and could probably sleep all day tomorrow, but so much is going on in my mind and I can't sort threw it fast enough. It's killing me.

Uugh, I can't even concentrate long enough to make an entry, so I'm leaving.

<33

Sat, 02 Dec 2006 06:37:01 GMT

I just had one of the best nights I have ever had in such a long time!

=) =) =)

Woo hoooo!!

Sun, 26 Nov 2006 23:12:19 GMT

So I like this boy

A lot, actually.

I have never fallen so hard and so fast for someone in my entire career of liking boys.

it's so new...and scary...and exciting...and just all these other emotions that I can't even put into words

All I'm hoping now is that these feelings don't go to waste.

florida in 14 hours!!

Wed, 09 Aug 2006 05:38:30 GMT

Does anyone else find it kind of strange that Vince Vaughn did Mr. and Mrs. Smith with both Brad and Angelina, and now he's with Jennifer Aniston...hmm.

Random ponder, sorry!

All nighter, finally!!!

Sat, 29 Jul 2006 05:52:45 GMT

These are pictures from the all-night party..lmao..

we traveled the world together...haha :)

i love her!

i miss you kat!!

we're so dumb

Wed, 12 Jul 2006 05:29:02 GMT

CraZyASs224: ohh noooo!
CraZyASs224: my chapstick just broke!!
CraZyASs224: i think my life is gonna end!
Ckbroiler11087: haha run to meijers! dont drive
CraZyASs224: i think i just might have to!
CraZyASs224: i'm too upset to get behind the wheel!
Ckbroiler11087: road rage!
CraZyASs224: that would be me right now!!
CraZyASs224: and if i got pulled over my only response would be asking the cop if he had any chapstick
Ckbroiler11087: if i got pulled over, id jump out of the car, and run to meijers
Ckbroiler11087: and yell 'NO TIME!
CraZyASs224: :-O omg you are so smart

Sometimes I just wanna save certain conversations..such as this one.
Only because me and my friends can be so stupid sometimes..and I love it!! :)

yuup!

Wed, 05 Jul 2006 06:01:43 GMT

whateevverrrr

I'M DONE WITH IT!

It's time to just have fun!!

sooo..hang out with me! :)

jump up and shout now!

Mon, 03 Jul 2006 04:47:57 GMT

I feel a lot better about a bunch of things.

it's just amazing what things your mind can come up with when you're so extremely worried about something.

I'm just glad everything's okay now...atleast I hope!!! :)

what the hell. seriously..

Sat, 24 Jun 2006 06:23:39 GMT

I always set myself up for let downs.

I swear, this is like my fucking destiny or something.

nothing ever goes good for me. something always has to go and get fucked up to leave me here just thinking " what the fuck just happened?"

it's almost like it was planned...and you said " Hey! I'm about to screw you over! BIG TIME!" and what was I supposed to do? just sit there and be like " Ohh ok! That's fine!" and walk away?!

I wasn't expecting great things or anything-but still.

it just isn't fair.

Wed, 21 Jun 2006 20:28:53 GMT

Summer hasn't been anything amazing yet. It's really disappointing actually.
I want to doing something sooo spectacular, but it doesn't look like that's going to happen anytime soooon! Eh-whatever.

It's so weird that when you're out of school, you really don't see anyone anymore. I talked to so many people during the school year, and yet I haven't seen hardly anybody since graduation. A lot of people are busy with work or school, and I understand that...it's just sad :( I miss a lot of people.

I wanna go on a vacation or something with a bunch of people. Even if it's just like to Cedar Point for the day, or even the zoo! it would be loads of fun!

Last night I talked to Dan, which hasn't happened in quite a long while. It was nice, and made me realize how much I miss him and want to see him again.

So yessss-that's all I can think of for now.

And if anyone ever wants to do something, CALL ME!

:)

Tue, 06 Jun 2006 18:00:48 GMT

I'm really happy school is finally over...like forever.
High school, that is. But those are the worst years ever.

I wish I would have brought a camera the last day of school because I don't have any updated pictures of anyone I talk to! :(

The last day sucked. I came super close to not being able to graduate, so I was running around all day trying to get things done so I could. AND I CAN! So I'm not so worried anymore.

I'm scared to graduate, but hmm, who isn't really?

I want this summer to rock. I really do.

Ughhh

Sat, 20 May 2006 03:13:24 GMT

July 3rd 2005 seems like it happened 20 years ago....

Ughhhh whateverrr.

I'm interested to see how this summer turns out
....it's really going to be a test on who your true friends are.
It's obviously going to be completely different from last summer,
meaning, the people I hang out with aren't going to be the same at all.
So i don't know what's going to happen
since everyone seems to be doing their own thing lately with their own people.

I have a funeral to go on Monday, so I won 't be in school.
I feel bad for my cousin, but she seems to be taking it alright.
She's a trooper.

My dog bit me today. She's an asshole.

:(

Sun, 14 May 2006 03:00:08 GMT

Sometimes you think you've gotten over a person, but when you see them or hear their voice, you realize that you were just pretending......

pimped out nicely

Fri, 12 May 2006 00:05:36 GMT

One of my pictures that I took for photography is hanging in the hallway :)

It made me happy!

alright, that is it!

owie!

Mon, 08 May 2006 01:19:13 GMT

I got this new face wash system thing...and it feels like it's burning my face off :( :(

other than that, I am soooo over everyone.

Sat, 15 Apr 2006 19:20:33 GMT

Last night was pretty much awesome!

I haven't had that much fun in a while...sooo much laughing it was incredible :)

Yayyy!

Ok, 2 days till New York! I'm excited, but I don't know if I wanna be walking around a lot because of my knee...and I really don't think it's gonna be better by tuesday, so I'm basically screwed. Perfect timing huh!?

oh damn!

Fri, 31 Mar 2006 01:02:09 GMT

WELL!

this is most definitely sooo random!

his hotness just keeps growing more and more each day.....

.....it should really stop, because this "crush" thing, just isn't going to be healthy.
I can see it already!

Mem-IT'S ON BITCH!

next mission!

Tue, 21 Mar 2006 00:02:49 GMT

Yay!

:)

Mon, 13 Mar 2006 02:40:10 GMT

my finger's poopyy! I dunno how I'm gonna write and stuff tomorrow!
oh well, atleast it isn't broken. and happened on an amazing night! :)

i need a joooobbbb...i have some places in my mind, so hopefully i can get to them soon.

mmm i love sneezing.

...this was a total waste of time and energy

oh well :)

Hehe!
!

operation DESTROY startingggg...

NOW!
:)

it's a stormy sea of love and emotion

Sat, 04 Mar 2006 18:11:27 GMT

My shoulder/neck/back...WHATEVER YOU WANNA CALL IT is starting to hurt again
it'll be fine for long while, but then every once in a while it starts pounding with pain....such as this morning.
whatever..I'm sick of all this medical shit.

My car is in the hospital, finally.
My mom told them to just fix whatever needed to be fixed.
They're better off just making me a new car. That would be niiiiice
Either way, I'm excited to get it back to see if this time I can actually tell a difference.

I can't wait to go to New York!
I really think I think a break from everything here...

it's understooood i do it for my hooood

Mon, 27 Feb 2006 23:03:02 GMT

I hate when random people who I hardly ever talk to anymore, call me and ask me stupid questions and act like we're still good friends....
Now, does this make sense to anyone?

Mem counted the days of school we have left, and there's like 62 or something I think?
Still, that's not a lot of time, and I really can't wait to leave high school...even though I know I'm going to miss seeing everyone everyday.
But of course, there are those who I could go without.

New Boyz=FuNnNn :) :)
....atleast I hope it is this time around, yo!
"I'll write a song about it..."
Hah!

time to be a photographer!!